I wish u the best..

Siang td tgk notification kt fon..

Prasan ade yg request nk follow kt insta..

Ble bukak insta jer tlupe nk actually check n approve..

Bru td nie tringat nk check..

Bukak yg 1st ok, jual gelang manik2 tp bley customize nme..

Approve jela sbb aku x follow pn..

Then pegi kt 2nd..trus berhenti kjap jantung aku..

Org yg aku pk aku x akn jmpe lg..

Azwan Zakaria, bestfren aku mse sek..

Aku tgk gmbr latest die..

Die da kawen, ngah tggu 1st baby..

Alhamdulillah, kawen gak kau akhirnye kn..

Lg awal dr aku..

Aku doakn kau bahagia n kekal smpi akhir hayat..

Maafkn aku sbb tolak kau seblum nie..

Mgkin slh aku gak sbb x bg pluang kt kau kn..

Tp aku tetap ngan kputusan aku mse tu..

Pape pn, bgus la sbb kau da bley move on ngan idup kau..

Skang nie fokus kt family kau ye..

Slamat tinggal sahabat..

😊

Some People Never Change

sometimes I wonder why or how I actually fell for you..
I mean, u're never faithful..
u have lots of other 'friends' behind my back..
and when I found out your secret u said that I abandoned you..
u felt lonely, bored..
god, what kind a person are you?
attention whore much?
anyways, i'm glad we're not together anymore..
i dunno why i thought u could change..
i was wrong all along..
and the girl u left me for?
she's a bitch..
why?
because she said she's never going back to u and trusting u again after u made her break up with her previous boyfriend..
and what do we have here?
both of u together again?
great, u wanna know something?
u guys deserve each other..
i pray that u guys end up married with each other..
and play around each other's backs..

Mistake

Have u ever had a moment where u're stuck in a relationship but somehow a guy managed to steal a bit of ur heart?

At the time u felt that u're ready to walk away from the relationship u've built just to be with him?

Well, i did..or at least i thought it was just a fling..

I was so ready to leave my boyfriend to be with him..

I dunno what's gotten over me but i wanted to be with him..

Only him..

But then reality hits..i'm in a relationship where i can't easily walk away from..

We've promised to build a life together..

He kept it of course..

But me?

Then we got into a huge fight..just because of this guy..

I made my boyfriend cry..

At the time, i didn't care..

All i see was him..

I almost ended it..

Even my boyfriend told my mum that i have someone new..

Thinking what my parents would think of me, i made amends with my boyfriend..

In return, i have to forget him..

I had to delete my pictures with him..

Throw away the only gift he gave me..

Block him on social media..

Without having the opportunity to explain things to him..

To at least make him understand my situation at the time..

I spend most of my nights crying because of him..

All of this just to get back my parents's trust..

Lately i suddenly thought of him..

All the memories that i blocked gushed through my mind..

I unblocked him on facebook and add him as a friend..

Hoping he'd approve..and he did..

But no message whatsoever..

So i made the 1st move..

But he pushed me away..

He was mad because i suddenly dissappeared and decided to show up now..

I tried to explain to him but he doesn't want to know..

At least i got his apology..

Now i'm spending most of my days and nights thinking about him..

His face always at the tip of my mind..

Our memories together clouded my vision..

Without realizing tears flowed down my cheeks..

God, i miss him..

I really do..

But i know he's too hurt..

So i pray to god that He will give me strength to let him go for real this time..

I pray that u'll find someone much better than me who can take good care of u..

I'm really sorry..

I wish u'll find closure and move on like what i had to..

Now all i can do is just act like everything is fine and no one will ever notice..

Hey u!

Hey u..

Sori klau u pk i abaikn u..

N x nk cntact u..

I nk..

Cume u pn phm kn bf i cmne..

I mntk maaf sgt2..

Sbb i da jnji ngan bf i x cntact u lg..

Da byk kali gak i mungkir jnji tu..

So mcm serba slh sbnrnye klau i wt lg..

Actually mse kt mlake tu bf i tetbe dtg..

Nk wt suprise kate die..

I x expect pn die dtg sbnrnye..

I plak x smpat nk btw u..

Mse u chat i tu i ngan die kt mydin mitc..

I gduh ngan die..

Die pk i ade feeling kt u lg..

Die mrh i..

I ckp kte kwn jer..

U byk support i..

Lg2 ble die abaikn i..

Tp die x phm..

So i tpakse la mengalah..

Tp ble tgk gmbr2 nie i tersenyum sndri..

Tringat lg mse tu..

Klakar..

I ngah cdey psl dinie..

Tp u wt lawak bodo sume..

Amek2 gmbr ngan eyda n tyra..

Tetbe eyda suh amek gmbr cmni..

Time tu mmg x tahan sgt nk gelak..

Tp ble i tgk gmbr nie..

I rndu..

Rndu time dlu2..

Time i bley kwn ngan sespe jer..

Time i hepi..

X yah jge ati sespe..

Trase skang nie i da lain sgt..

Mcm da x knal dri sndri pn ade gak..

Ntah la, maybe sbb byk dugaan kn..

:)