Farhan Afiz bin Abas..
aku knal die mse bowling tu..
die kwn Dinie..
actually partner dinie mse diorg tournament sme2 tu..
prangai die sebijik mcm azwan, bestfren aku tu..
n sbbkn prangai die tu la aku rapat ngan die..
ktorg start kuar sme2..
g mkn, tgk wyg..
lepak2 jer..
g pantai..
die byk luahkn prob die kt aku n aku pn sme..
we sort of clicked mse tu..
mmg rse bahagia..
n die pnah ajak aku kapel..
tp aku tolak..
sbb die pn ade gf..
yes, he's taken..
tp die ckp die ade prob ngan gf die..
they're on the verge of breaking up..
tp ati aku still tkut..
then die ajak aku skandal ngan die..
well, considering aku single n i felt comfortable with him..
i accepted..
tp die x sme ngan yg aku knal..
he's different once i accepted his request to be more than friends..
die start ngongkong aku..
he's become over protective of me..
which is good least of the times..
tp seriously it makes me feel trapped..
rimas..
i felt suffocated..
n ati aku terseksa..
and whenever i mention dinie's name he will start to change..
die akn mrh2 aku..
tengking2 aku..
n die suh aku delete sume gmbr dinie..
sume whatsapp aku n dinie..
die ckp, klau die nmpk lg aku whatsapp2 ngan dinie..
or ade pape lg kaitan ngan dinie kt fon aku mse kuar ngan die..
die xkn teragak2 utk tgglkn aku kt tepi jln..
kt mane pn ktorg g mse tu..
he felt like a total stranger to me..
it's almost like i never knew him..
n bnde tu ckit demi ckit wt aku twar ati ngan die..
aku pn x tw..
n lastly, aku mntk die lpaskn aku..
die tnye npe..
ape slh die..
aku just ckp aku twar ati..
tu jer..
die nanges2, mrayu kt aku utk dptkn syg tu blek..
tp aku x bley..
last aku jmpe die, aku x pndg pn mke die..
bkn sbb bnci, bkn sbb nyampah..
tp sbb aku x sggup nk tgk die menanges sbb aku..
aku x sggup nk tgk kesakitan kt mata die ble aku ckp ati aku xde kt die..
i'm a normal human being..
i have feelings..
n having this ability to read other people feelings is really a burden to me..
especially at times like this..
no matter what, all i want to say is i'm really sorry..
but i don't regret leaving u farhan..
u made me happy at first..
but now i realize that sometimes..
happiness is just temporary..
and so is love..
before God let u meet with ur soulmate..
:)
