second chances?

hey guys?
believe in second chances?
well..i dunno..
to me it depends on the situation i'm stuck in..
well..i had to say that i am unpredictable..
and it also depends on the guy himself..
is he really determined to get me back?
is he willing to do what it takes to get my heart back?
if he is..
then, it's a big maybe..
but if he stays the way he was..
then, i'm sorry but no second chances..
no more..
sorry..

it came again..

it's been quite a while..

lots have been happening..

well, this story goes like this..

dinie faliq bin mokhtar..

aku start knal die mse kt bowling tournament..

ok, ktorg start volunteer mse ngah cuti sem..

mse tu da abes sem 5 tp kne nek awl sbb nk prepare utk sem 6 pnye event..

mle2 volunteer utk golf pnye tournament..

en shahrir yg mntk tlg..

kebetulan ktorg pn xde pape mse tu..

join jela..

aku, kak keen, ana, cipa n wadud mse tu..

erin nk join tp die ade hal plak last2 minute..

so, dr ctu knal la pegawai2 unit sukan..

mle2 awkward gak la tp lme2 da ok da..

lpas tu en din unit sukan mntk tlg volunteer utk bowling plak..

ktorg pn volunteer jela..

sbb dpt duet..

hehehe..

em, mse tournament tu aku ingt nk jd photographer..

so, x yah jd lane marshall..

fuhh (lega gler)

em, so keje aku is berjalan2 n snap2 gmbr ape yg ptut la kn..

then, ngah jln2 cuci mate skali nmpk la sorg mamat nie..

mle2 tgk die aku x berkelip..

dlm ati aku da ckp, "wow, hensemnye mamat nie"

then, aku tgk die dak pmm..

plik gak la sbb x pnah nmpk pn..

huhu..

kebetulan kak keen jge lane yg die ngah men..

so, aku jenguk2 la nme die..

dinie faliq..

em, nme pn sdap..

not bad..

kebetulan cipa pn mnat die gak..

hehe, ade geng rpenye..

so, mle2 aku cm nk kenengkan die ngan cipa..

tp cipa mcm malu sgt..

lpas tu die plak mcm tgur2 aku..

aku lyn jela mcm biase..

tp x tw cmne..

aku bley tersuke kt die..

n rse syg tu pn timbul plak..

tp, die da ade gf..

agak kecewa gak la mse tu..

tp nk wt cmne kn..

takdir..

em, ktorg rapat..

slalu whatsapp..

kdg2 kol..

tp die jnis yg x ske nk gayut sgt..

x ksahla tu..

tp die ade jnji yg die xkn tgglkn aku..

n aku pn sme..

die ckp walau ape pn jd die x nk stop cntact ngan aku..

die ckp die x sggup..

tp die x pnah ckp die sygkn aku..

ble aku tnye die mcm x nk jwb..

ntahla, aku pn x tw nk ckp ape..

ble aku tgk gmbr die ngan gf die mesty aku jelez gler2..

huhu..

tgkla gmbr nie..

klau korg kt tmpt aku korg jelez x?

mestyla jelez kn..

huhu..

tp ade mse tu die mmg bz gler..

smpi nk whatsapp pn ble die nk tdo jer..

aku cbe la nk positifkn dri..

tp sbb die x pnah ckp die syg aku lbey dr kwn..

n aku tgk twitter gf die..

mcm2 da dlm kpale otak nie..

em, aku ckpla ngan die aku x nk bhrp sgt kt die..

tp die ckp kt aku die x syg aku lg..

die anggap aku kwn biase jer..

mse tu aku da nanges..

air mate nie trus2 ngalir x bnti2..

cdey sgt2..

aku x pnah trase kecewa smpi cmni..

smpi aku hmpir ptus asa..

aku hmpir mental breakdown..

tp die x sdar sume tu..

die x pnah amek pduli pn..

anyway, thanks a lot dinie for all the wonderful memories..

i'll remember it forever..

thanks for giving me a chance to be someone special in ur life..

even if it is temporary..

i love u..

i still do..

remember that..

even if u ckp u anggap i kwn biase jer..

deep in ur heart i know u feel the same way too..

n i hope my dreams of watching u sit in front of my dad..

reciting the akad nikah will come true..

in sha allah..

amin...

:)

pandainye~

pandainye cover kn awk nie..
dpn org bkn men innocent lg mke..
blakang cm setan, iblis sume de..
ya allah, tlg la taubat wahai hamba allah..
smpi ble nk truskn prangai cmni..
tlg la taubat cpt2..

terima kasih awak! ;)

aku mmg x sgke kau cmni kn..
pndai kau blakon..
dpn org len sume kau blagak cm bek jer kn
tp blakang org wt cte mcm2..
klau bek xpe gak..
nie sume bnde bruk..
tahniah..
kau mmg terhebat!
aku plak bodo bley cye kt kau..
ntah pe agknye kau cte kt "mak" kau uh..
mesty bnde bruk yg kau cte sal aku kn..
dak2 len pn da pggirkn kau..
pas uh kau nk ngendeng kt aku..
terima kasih jela..
aku bsyukur kt allah bub tnjukkn prangai kau yg sbnr..
biar 1 dunie tw prangai kau yg hebat nie..
syabas!
:D

aku, dia dan kamu..

em, skunk nie aku x tw pe yg aku rse..
bub azwan, best friend aku uh x pnah sketkn aku..
die juz snyap cm uh jer..
tp aku x tw la aku syg die ke x..
aku pnah syg die..
n isa pn aku cm rse ksong jer..
xde nk rndu ke pe..
em, pe nk jd kt aku nie?
pening la..
huhu..
at least aku x trikat kt due2 uh..
technically i'm single..
what to do?
:(

L.O.V.E is in the air.. :D

hey guys...
ari uh g "date" ngan isa..
hehehe..
mls nk cte detailed sgt..
tp mle cm boring, maybe msing2 segan lg kot..
tp lme2 mmg happening..
best la..
hehehe..
smpi aien n eyda pn jelez tgk ktorg..
tp yg pling best ble aku dgr kak keen pn in love..
hahahhaa..
bgusla..
hope this will last forever..
amin...
aku doakn sume kwn2 aku hepi ngan pasangan msing2..
:D

i love ________________?

awk..
sy rse sy ske awkla..
tp, awk yg ne ek?
sy pn x tw..
huhuhuhu..
aku rse aku da ske someone, tp i'm not really sure spe..
cm ske due2..
bley ke?
em....
nk die...

ke die?

pening la!!!!
huhuhuhu..